a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 10:48:00 PM
hurting..hurting..
it cuts so deep, it hurts down to my soul
And i try to front like "oh well" each time you let me down
something happened yesterday. it hurts me alot. that particular sentence, the particular word kept haunting me. i cant believe u said that. i cant believe that i'll hear that from u. Haish. speechless plus hurt. my heart shattered just like that again. Kept thinking about it. Cant help it but to break down till so late at night. Maybe u were trying to say that means the different than what i thought it was but cant u use a better word?? haish. *speechless* just *speechless*
I received most of my lecture tests back today. haish was super and soooooooooo dissapointing. Ayah and ibu just told me off to get more rest, i guess they really know that i've overwork myself. Never mind mum, dad. i know i am super tired and stress now but i wont feel satisfied till i get what i want and that is not to dissapoint u again. Never ever again. Though u said, it's okay u can do better but deep inseide i've dissapointed u again. Haish constantly disspointing u.
enough of it now i guess.. i want to continue studying..
nights people!