a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Saturday, May 30, 2009, 11:17:00 AM
idk idk idk
the hardest thing to do is to say bye bye
Should i make a move to say bye bye?
Should i be the one who leave you cause it's seems that im insginificant in your life, not as significant as u are in my life?
Should i just believe that you're really gone forever?
i know if this happens, i'll lose someone whom i really loved, cherished and cared so much.
But it wouldn't hurt u in anyway trust me cause u have all the people around u, whenever u want them back, u'll get whatever u wished for.
So now, its all about me.
Whether i'm strong enough to make it all happen.
I shall really stop depending on you.
Shall stop sharing all my problems to u and all before u have a deeper thinking of how desperate i am.
I dont understand why but yea. Guess that word said it all.
it's hard for me to let it go, but for ur own happiness and freedom, i shall do it.
Plus i have the right to be happy right?
yes this is another round of moving on.
God how tired i am to go through the hurtings and moving ons moments.
haish..
Anyway, just now my manager smsed me saying that i'll be working on sat and sun. Yes uhk! at least i have a constant pay hee! (:
Syuk! If u working on sat next week, i'll be working with my bestie again! (: