a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Sunday, May 24, 2009, 11:05:00 PM
a lil bit more about my life
and the scars remind me that the past is real
Met my sister yesterday. It have been so long since we last met. hahas! Well, an update about us. We're single! hahas.! Sis, i know whatever he have done is a typical thing that every guys will do. I was speechless too. I thought he would be the guy who stands out one in a million. The reason why i still treat him as my own borther cause i belive nothing happen for nothing. Trust me girls, guys at these age are mix and matching. See sis, he thought he love you but in the end he have the feeling that he still love his ex and i cant blame him for that. It goes the same way for me, I've tried my best to prove to B that i could be better than his ex but in the end, in hs eyes, his ex is still the best. i cant do anything can i? Guys are jerks when they realised that they dont love us. But the beautiful memories are still in our hearts right? With us showing hatred is actually bacause we dont wanna let go of the best moments. But it's okay. We ourselves are now unsure about ourselves. We're leaving everything to fate. Somtimes i wonder, is it wrong to leave everything to fate? Idk. But He knows the best (:
Today, I'm super sick but i still stay strong to go to school and work. Thank God, i managed to go through my suffering FLU day. At work, it was damn bored uhk but at least better than last week when i could actually study at work. hahas! Well Sally, Ted and i had english lessons taught by Sally. Ted then kept singing "hero" to give us the motivation to go through the day. Macam paham ayu! hahas. Then alot of things happened uhk. Syuk and mamat came to collect mamt's uniform and next week we're working together.! Looking forward for it. Tak sabar nk bully mamat! :p
Term tests is coming. So i have to study! study! study!
hahas. im super sick now uhk Want to have a rest and tomorrow hopefully i'll feel better and i can wake up early to study!
Signing off,
muahs!