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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
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Thursday, May 14, 2009, 10:47:00 PM
my busy week
ey people.! Wow it have been a long time since i last update my bloggy! Hmm.. As usual, i am super busy with my life and i really mean SUPER BUSY! No kid man! My days were all about school then work or work then school or school then revision but in any situation when i reached home, i'll d my revision till one. Sounds like im nuts but i have to. I need to i mean.
Studies.. I had my PIPC test just now and i was super scared cause i did mistakes. STUPID mistakes. Apart from that, i'm getting the hang of soing my MEB and OC. Asual, EM lecturer dosen't know how to teach and therefore i have to search for my own tutor which of course i've found mine! :D He is none other thatn MUS! Thanks alot seii. I'm really speechless. U were there to make me understand and we studied for 3 hours straight. Thanks alot man! Thanks to u, i am able to understand my basics. Its just that now i have to make my own time to rerevise whatever you have taught me. :)
Work.. Wahh!! I am super tires larh. Feeling so restless at work. Felt as though i could faint anytime or my body could crack into two anytime( that's how much my back hurts) :'( So sorry to my managers for me not being able to smile. True, even syuk told me to reduce working. But how could people ever understand that i have to, i need to. :(
Friends.. TP friends rocks my socks! They are super fun larh they cheer me up and they are so the kecohism as usual! I love them loads man! But i miss my friends too. Like FIr, Syuk, my sisters and brothers, fiQ, sort, ras and so on. I miss u all alot larh! How'd i'd wish i could stop doing everything to spend time with u guys. but it's impossible right? hahas! So it's okay. Always remember ypu're in my mind and heart. I LOVE U FRIENDS! AND I'LL MISS U ALWAYS!
Family.. Soon enough, i have to hold a new responsibility and i'm not ready for it. But i have to. Whether im ready or not. this is my fate and i have to accept it instead of running away from it. Soon enough, i'll get used to it. Everyday, i cried because of this. But i told myself i have to be strong! I have to grow up and that's all i could do. Thanks to my friends and collegues who have been by my side. you people are the best! Thanks alot for everything and im sry for my depressed moods. I believe i could make it through. Time will tell! :)
Love.. I've been super busy till i hardly have the time to really think over who is truely in my heart. I miss my-so-called ex but at the same time i miss the guy who is in the same school as me. Knw how estatic i felt when he talked to me? Finally he talked to me! hahas! Thanks alot to Him! But what will happen betwen us or my so-called ex? Idk . I dont wish to think about it. I'm too scared and im too hurt. Allow Him to take care of it for me. I love Him much! muahss!!
Studies.. I had my PIPC test just now and i was super scared cause i did mistakes. STUPID mistakes. Apart from that, i'm getting the hang of soing my MEB and OC. Asual, EM lecturer dosen't know how to teach and therefore i have to search for my own tutor which of course i've found mine! :D He is none other thatn MUS! Thanks alot seii. I'm really speechless. U were there to make me understand and we studied for 3 hours straight. Thanks alot man! Thanks to u, i am able to understand my basics. Its just that now i have to make my own time to rerevise whatever you have taught me. :)
Work.. Wahh!! I am super tires larh. Feeling so restless at work. Felt as though i could faint anytime or my body could crack into two anytime( that's how much my back hurts) :'( So sorry to my managers for me not being able to smile. True, even syuk told me to reduce working. But how could people ever understand that i have to, i need to. :(
Friends.. TP friends rocks my socks! They are super fun larh they cheer me up and they are so the kecohism as usual! I love them loads man! But i miss my friends too. Like FIr, Syuk, my sisters and brothers, fiQ, sort, ras and so on. I miss u all alot larh! How'd i'd wish i could stop doing everything to spend time with u guys. but it's impossible right? hahas! So it's okay. Always remember ypu're in my mind and heart. I LOVE U FRIENDS! AND I'LL MISS U ALWAYS!
Family.. Soon enough, i have to hold a new responsibility and i'm not ready for it. But i have to. Whether im ready or not. this is my fate and i have to accept it instead of running away from it. Soon enough, i'll get used to it. Everyday, i cried because of this. But i told myself i have to be strong! I have to grow up and that's all i could do. Thanks to my friends and collegues who have been by my side. you people are the best! Thanks alot for everything and im sry for my depressed moods. I believe i could make it through. Time will tell! :)
Love.. I've been super busy till i hardly have the time to really think over who is truely in my heart. I miss my-so-called ex but at the same time i miss the guy who is in the same school as me. Knw how estatic i felt when he talked to me? Finally he talked to me! hahas! Thanks alot to Him! But what will happen betwen us or my so-called ex? Idk . I dont wish to think about it. I'm too scared and im too hurt. Allow Him to take care of it for me. I love Him much! muahss!!