a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 10:15:00 PM
I still cry for you
cause even if i miss you, you're not missing me
hey people.
i passed my MEB! can you believe it? hahas! but yea i made it!!
But i failed my other subjects. sad sad.
but i will not give up and continue studying hard! i have to give attention to my studies, work and family. its ok. i can go through it. a believe is needed!
Omg!i like truely missing him alot.
but i just read z's blog. he said
"After that, we were supposed to meet ayu at bugis. But he doesnt wanna go"
:(
asked kak for explanation cause i want the truth
i had enough of lies or beating about the bush situation! serious seii!
im not saying u're lying. Nor am i saying kak is not being truthful.
but i bet people heard of the word phobia
i dont wish to let go either.
but u seem to be busier than b.
If b have been that busy that i couldnt have the chance to meet him,
what more u?
understand u have alot to handle. That's why i just kept quiet whenever u said " i cant meet today. Next time k?"
or times whereby im excited to meet u but that excitement turns into disspointment.
somehow i think. he have alot to handle and yes im bloody worried about him. not knowing what is going makes me feel worse.
sometimes this thought came through my mind. " Better not start if it will only makes his life more complicated"
missing him. sad when he didnt contact. worried when he have alot on his mind and to settle.
but i cant do anything.
They kept saying "one day you'll meet each other"
The same sentence i heard when im with b.
Since u managed to put me at the corner of your mind. guess i have to try to do the same thing..
~missing u badly!