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Sunday, June 28, 2009, 12:34:00 AM
 
When you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong!

urgh! life!
what is this suppose to mean?
to lose someone that i really love for relationships?
haish!
things in my mind...
`studies
`work
`family
seriously all this need my attention now!
abg and kak,
i know how much you love me.
i know how much u want to see me happy after b have broke his promise and make me burst into tears again.
but listen good!
ADQ LOVE BOTH OF YOU ALOT! AS MUCH AS I LOVE MY OTHER BOTHERS AND SISTERS AND BESTIES TOO.
BUT IF ITS DUE TO I DONT WANT TO ACCEPT THOSE WHOM U RECOMENDED, YOU WANT TO LET ME GO...
it proves alot that you dont love me. you want things to go by your way!
have you instill some thoughts to how i feel?
when i was in love with b, both of u die2 want me to forget abt him. you know how painful it is?!
i can admit i miss someone alot.
But yet, i just need him by my side.
but he is also not there.
My heart kept telling me that
to let it go!
and it hurts too ok?
now bringing another guy in my life?
omg pls larh.
IM A HUMAN BEING WITH FEELINGS!
pls kak and abg.
i really love u both alot.
though you have went to different path, you're still my abg and kak.
adq just disappointed with what had happened.
abg, adq want to have a ABG ADQ OUTING. not to know another guy.
kak, just please dont break our relationship like we used to.

words from syuk:
*your mind is not on the stable stead where u can focus..u r to multi tasking over all things...u didnt fail but u didnt try enough due to focusing matters tht come into preception and ruin things out...
listen ..life is easy..just just think its hard...
* HEAR THE FACTS NOT PEOPLES MOUTH
*THE SOO WHAT attitude..when u wantt to do thing just go ahead coz u do it for the Good...kkk..its effective..make u focused to the attitude..but dont take so what attitude like a minah larhhhh/....
thanks alot syuk. i really cherished you my bestie. (: