a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 9:54:00 PM
meet sista..
Cinta ini sudah melelap mataku
Siang malam hanya untuk fikirkan engkau
"Apabila seorang wanita itu sudah jatuh cinta, dia akan menyintai seseorang itu sedalam dalamnya. Kalau keadaan udah berubah, cinta itu dikuburkan sedalam dalam hatinya, dan itu tidak membuktikan bahawa dia nggak menyintai atau nggak peduli sama insan itu"
-pesanan omah(suci) =DD
Well, its true.
When a girl have fallen in love with a guy, she will love him wholeheartedly. When something happens, that break them up, whatever happen in future, when these two met, the love that the girl felt will still be there. the difference is that it is mixed with hurt. hurt that can never be cured. Though, the guy saw her with another guy and might see her happily with him, she is just trying to build a new life. Forcing herself to move forward. But that doesn't mean she have fade the first love. Somehow, the secnd guy might have done something say being so sweet to her makes her feel. maybe im in love with him. but no! cause she still love the initial. never to deny, the girl will show as though she dont care, as though she love him no more. The fact that she dont want to show cause of the hurt.
Well, this goes to all i bet. I mean, guys will also feel this way. But i kinda jealous with guys.. Why and seriously why, they are so strong to go through this? It seems like they're being heartless, but no. They have their reasons too. How i wish i could be like them. Not showing what they're feeling and just concentrade on present anf future. hmmmm..
Well, today was my payday! So yea i'm paying everything then i went shopping! I was in a dilemma when my sis called me up and she is just outside of the shop! We hugged like we never met for 5 months like that. hahahahs! Super sweet u know.. If only someone can videotape it. hahahas! Love u sis! Muahs muahs!
Then went to coffebean to meet dear shikin and just chill around. Time past and then im suppose to off to meet mummy! Ouh before that, we met kak mich and her frens with syuk for a while. Chill2 some more then kak and i took bus 3.
Reached KFC then i saw mu beloved mummy and mam Nor. Then cik Saliah was there too. hugged her sooo tight seii! I missed everybody there. Then mummy end work and she said " come daddy sending home." =DDDDD I missed daddy tooo!!
In the van, i was like " Hi ayah!" hahas. then mummy and i had a sweet mother-daughter talk. thinking about it, i really find it super sweet.. Mummy, daddy.. How'd i wish i have the time to spend woth you too.. As well as my ibu and ayah and family.. awwww... <3
Then at home, i want to watch my darrlllliiinngg! =DDD Then ayah and abg idz kept disturbing larh. tangan tak tau diam. Touch here touch there. Play with my hair.. Disturbing me with himmmm.. then ayah kept telling abg idz " Dat tym her fren msged her about dika, her sayang.." then i was like whateverrrr!!! =.=" Rezman! they made me blush! :$ They still remember your message seii! To add things worse, they said i replaced your name to DIKA. WTH!! =.=" *suker? suker? Confirm now rezman laughing* ishk! tsk3..
KK need to go now. toodles!! muahs muahs..
loves loves!
exam tomoro! :s