Then syuk and kak michelle fetch me from work and headed to Tamp to meet Jay!

thats all uhk.. tsk3.. normal day..

I have a friend whom i know through tagged.

That time, he was telling me, I only want us to be friends. Im not searching for anything more.

Ok then. Yes i remember telling him to study hard and all.

My care and concern is never more than a friend.

Never to deny, we always sms and talked otp till late at night, laughed and talk and laughed.

He have been there for me for all 8 months.

But somehow, i could sense something is wrong.

And that fear is what i am facing now.

Be it u have feelings for me or not, I have to tell you we're nothing more than friends.

Never to deny i avoided you cause i dont want to hurt you any longer.

It hurts to be hurt, it hurts to be avoided, but it hurts too to hurt someone who u dont wish to hurt.

In life, we love, we miss, we get hurt and we hurt people.

That cannot be denied..

Every msgs u sent me nowadays, i didnt reply not because of i want to end our friendship.

But its because idk what to reply. Im speechless and i've totally hurt u, its proven by last night's message.

Im sorry. am i bad? he said i am.

How else i should react? What else i should do?

I know, I did asked you, how long will our friendship last?

You dont know, idk. But i'm sorry i just dont wish to hurt u any longer.

U're my great pal, but i guess things are going to the wrong path.

It kills me to hurt the hearts whom ive hurt.

Im so sorry and take care.