a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Sunday, August 2, 2009, 7:32:00 PM
Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime
Ive been wondering..
What wrong have i done this time?
U said to the guy who i used to love for the feelings that u have for me
But why things are changing so fast?
True enough you like what you told me last night.
U are not that of a good guy that i thought you were.
Have this in mind.
Past is nothing! Lesson learnt, is a good thing.
Dont bring it forward to the future.
U said, u enter my life is to change me.
And whatever u said last night, is still clear in my mind.
I thought things would be different after last night conversation.
Idk how else to convince u that me n him are nothing except for besties.
He knows me damn well, and of course i really depend alot on him.
I dont understand why must u kept saying we're sweet couples?
Just because we talked alot? U told me, at least he is a guy that you're close with and you know him.
So, you should trust us right? Is it hard to trust us?
Idk!
U made me confused!
Damn confused!
Why the hell, of all ppl, i listened to u?
I dare not do anything that will disappoint u?
U used to always ask me to accompany u, asked me out.
Understand that u are very busy at work now, patiently, i made myself busy so as i wont be that sad.
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I'm speechless.
Whatever i've said to u last night, is never a lie.
I'm just speechless.
Remember what i told u last night, always remember that whenever u felt different between me and him.
<3
Irry! *sobs sobs*