Tuesday, September 1, 2009, 10:50:00 AM
derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir?
Just leave!
U have been telling me that u wanna leave. but yet u kept coming back. u have been telling me that we'll never gonna meet again every meeting but yet somehow we would still. The last time we met, we've build a sweet moment at my outlet. U know how hard for me to face it? Standing at cashier looking at that particular seat. I've been telling myself to just move forward. somehow i feel, no matter what my heart is feeling, i still am not ready to go through everything again. I guess its better this way. cause we managed to laugh and dsturb each other than we get hurt. But please make up your mind.. If u wanna leave, can u just kindly leave? If u wanna stay can u kindly stop being so contradicting? As for me, i cant stop worrying about u. but i believe my crae for you have reduced to caring-as-a-friend. Idk? have my heart changed? hmph. my heart is just shattered. and im so glad that my friends are being by my side. Seriously i cant wait for tonight! An outing with my brothers and sisters and bestie. Im sure its gonna be a fun night! i'll be siaping in a few mins time to meet syuk and visit my sister. and then we meet the brothers maybe? idk. i hate to plan. ahahah!
hmmm... anw.. good morning people! (: a new day, a new story.
*never think of yeterday's words cause it will only waste your today*
maybe tonight i update. see uhk if gt take pictures confem post! hee! taking care loves!