a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Thursday, September 10, 2009, 2:31:00 PM
My love for you was strong enough you should have known
love put one corner. family. whatever happens, happens. studies? im waiting to be able to see my results. social life? i'm sorry people. imy all too but now i want to be alone. happiness? is all in the mindset ehh iwan? xp what will happen tomoro? Only He knows.
love put one corner. family. whatever happens, happens. studies? im waiting to be able to see my results. social life? i'm sorry people. imy all too but now i want to be alone. happiness? is all in the mindset ehh iwan? xp what will happen tomoro? Only He knows.
Hari raya next week? i dont believe it! so fast? i mean admit larh that i couldnt fast for a week, still now i feel like its so fast for 3 weeks to past by. is it cause im working? maybe! ;)
someone idc about u anymore cause time proves that u're never worth and maybe what i was feeling was just a lie. a lie for myself just to say that i dont love or my love for somebody have faded.
to force yourself to love someone u cant love is hurting. to force yourself not to love someone u love is hurting. to lie to urself that u have move on from the person u love is hurting and knowing that the person u love is hurt because of the person he/she love is hurting. so what is not hurting? hurt... the best cure is still patience..
i may be moody nowadays and never to deny anymore im mood because of him. but thinking again, i really have the right to laugh and smile. if by me laughing and smiling makes him think that ive moved on, then it will be up to him cause no one knows what my heart is feeling except for Him. to just have Him by my side makes me feel so safe. knowing that he would protect me wherever life is leading me to..
emo seii.. ouh well.. hahas..
yesterday was a fun night. seriously. chipmunk, i've told u what i've went through. didnt expect to cry last night. sorry horr! they are the reason for my tears. but im still thinking of what u've asked me last night. i know i love him.(u know who) and i know i only need him by my side( the other one). so im thinking, the u-know-who guy is the one that is in my heart and the -other-one guy is there to guide me? but serious! with u-know-who guy in my life, i feel that i've moved on from the-other-one guy. drama drama drama. hahas! chipmunk, only u and i know what im trying to say ehh.. if u dont undersatnd, read them slowly and u will understand eventually. ehh bdk dunman reading bdk east view post ehh! xp
090909, wednesday... funny day! in the morning, bus driver. in the evening the maintenance guys. and how could he~ saying that we're lesbies! ishhhhh ishhhh ishhh! and he disturbed my sleep again, scaring me abt the pocong.. asl larh dier dgr that mj 12?! tsk3...