a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Friday, September 4, 2009, 9:38:00 PM
Terhiris jiwa ku terhiris mengalir air mata
Today, i start work at 3pm. Met Syuk at 1pm to go to his school, then he sent me to work.
Otw to work, i saw ayah at bugis. He looked damn mad that syuk dont even want to approach him, thinking he might think negatively about me and syuk. So then i approached him. As usual, as expected i knew what he was mad about. Syuk, thanks for understanding how i feel. Although i could still smile, he knows i wanna cry but yea i just hold on.
Then sat for a while at my outlet with him then i went into the kitchen to change.
For the first time, i feel so shame shame to change in front of everyone though all girl girl like me.
Me: mummy, i wanna change..
Mummy: -.- come on larh! i have wad u have. Just that yours is younger than mine
Dharma: no larh hers very straight. mine also i went rebonding you know.
Mummy: ouh really, every morning i bath for so long cause i was perming.
Dharma and mummy: hahahahahahahahahh!
me: -.- -.- -.- -.-
Omg! tk perlu seii.. never mind uhh. skali skale they make girls dirty jokes.
Then i was washing the coffee extract machine and as usual, the floor very flooded. When that happens, always know im working. Cause i'll be the only one making the floor flooded. =D
Dharma *while walking to the kitchen* : Ayu! slalu ayu kencing tk tau nk mop alek tau.
So ok fine i went to the kitchen and took the mop.
Mummy, the one who cant hear he staffs fight, : why what's wrong?"
me: Dharma said, i pee i dk how to wipe back.
Mummy: hahahahahahahah!
me: -.-
omg! idk larh totally no mood today. is it because im feeling a bit sick? or is it still because of him? or because of what happened before work? or is it all added together?
*sobs sobs*
tomoro ehhkk! ;) aizan.. i gt something to tell you. *suspense*
The struggles im facing
The chances im taking
sometimes might knock me down