Sunday, October 25, 2009, 10:26:00 PM
speechless. im just so speechless. it's done, nothing can be changed. a history that can be kept quiet about but not yet to forgive and forget. im trying to dear. cause i myself have hurt u and i know its hard for u to forget too.
its now all up to u. like i've said before, u may have my heart but that doesnt mean u should stop. i want u to keep winning my heart. think over what ive said, i never say something for nothing.
fyi, as each day comes, although u kept confessing that u truely sayang me, i always keep that words far away from my mind. so that i will never stop to keep winning ur heart for u to sayang me more. every morning these words came through my mind, another day to win his heart, to melt his heart with my love.
thanks for being honest. i felt indifference, not mad maybe because i recently heard that confession from my ex. but never to deny, im hurt. but again, like i told u, i dont care much about the hurt that im feeling of i'll feel. i care more about u. i know, the hurt that u feel is far worse than mine, i myself am not able to forgive myself.
*im sick.! sobs sobs.
chipmunk, cure me. lol-nesss. xP
its now all up to u. like i've said before, u may have my heart but that doesnt mean u should stop. i want u to keep winning my heart. think over what ive said, i never say something for nothing.
fyi, as each day comes, although u kept confessing that u truely sayang me, i always keep that words far away from my mind. so that i will never stop to keep winning ur heart for u to sayang me more. every morning these words came through my mind, another day to win his heart, to melt his heart with my love.
thanks for being honest. i felt indifference, not mad maybe because i recently heard that confession from my ex. but never to deny, im hurt. but again, like i told u, i dont care much about the hurt that im feeling of i'll feel. i care more about u. i know, the hurt that u feel is far worse than mine, i myself am not able to forgive myself.
*im sick.! sobs sobs.
chipmunk, cure me. lol-nesss. xP