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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
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Sunday, October 25, 2009, 10:26:00 PM
 
speechless. im just so speechless. it's done, nothing can be changed. a history that can be kept quiet about but not yet to forgive and forget. im trying to dear. cause i myself have hurt u and i know its hard for u to forget too.

its now all up to u. like i've said before, u may have my heart but that doesnt mean u should stop. i want u to keep winning my heart. think over what ive said, i never say something for nothing.

fyi, as each day comes, although u kept confessing that u truely sayang me, i always keep that words far away from my mind. so that i will never stop to keep winning ur heart for u to sayang me more. every morning these words came through my mind, another day to win his heart, to melt his heart with my love.

thanks for being honest. i felt indifference, not mad maybe because i recently heard that confession from my ex. but never to deny, im hurt. but again, like i told u, i dont care much about the hurt that im feeling of i'll feel. i care more about u. i know, the hurt that u feel is far worse than mine, i myself am not able to forgive myself.

*im sick.! sobs sobs.
chipmunk, cure me. lol-nesss. xP