a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Monday, October 12, 2009, 8:51:00 AM
stop returning back into my life to remind me how much i love u and then husrt me again. cause that is what u have been doing.
in the end, u wil be telling me, i like the way u are but too bad i cant love u.
ok fine, u know what? i've accepted the fact, so STOP asking me whether or not i still love u. u kept saying u letting me go, but are u? why cant u? ive let u go, so now friends is who we are.
isnt that what u want? what else u want? trust me, though we went through the similar situations, but my ending will be diff from urs.
gosh! i realise im still too hurt, i've really lost trust and my heart is too shattered. and i really mean too. leading such a free life now. i should have gone earlier. but i wasnt that strong then. so im glad im able to move forward. feelings for him, admittedly, i just cried again yest before work.
whatever it is, good luck for ur first day at work today! start to work hard for ur dreams heh. it's ok, dreams shattered once, another way to realise ur dreams is coming. (: have my support still.
last sat i met aizan, rasheed, zul and zaf.
hmph. was waiting for them for an hour, and b! u still could ask me u tunggu lmbt heh?
testing my patience horr b. blaming on rasheed larh padahal u ehh..
but somehow, i feel relived that rasheed at least undersatnd what im teaching. as u know, im not good at explaining. but heard that he da luper. sobs sobs.
rasheed, u making me worried again..
nvm just
DONT GIVE UP EASILY, OR U'LL BE LETTING URSELF DOWN.
yesterday worked till 10 pm and khamis kena sabo! hahas. cute or wad seii. ur last day ehh, have fun in NS! (:
tomoro: morning, go hosp then go work.
wed: morning work at CBTL then teach rasheed (: perservere rasheed.
thurs: morning KFC night CBTL
fri: morning KFC night CBTL
sat: not working dk where im going
sun: morning KFC
mon: hugging classmates day! wheeeeeee!
meeting my sec school frens sooonnn!! cant wait horrr!! texted B Q till like 2 am?? now im tired.. sobs sobs!
lappy! where u ?...... :'(