a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Saturday, November 14, 2009, 1:53:00 PM
back from the newspaper collection.
super tired can?
now at hostel then heading to my most beloved-missed cousin.
need her help for my cds bloody project uhh.
i look around.
everybody is like super busy with their work.
i mean, my schedule is tight too.
but i seriously am soooo restless that i dont wish to do anything.
3 days straight of one after another of stuffs that need to be done.
continuation will be next week.
test after test. kalau aku paham tkpe jugak seii.
my pay is finally reasonable! good uhh can pay mummy, pay ezlink card and lens! finally. and i guess i'll be having some saving after all the payments. i hope. im so tired of feeling suffocated.
idk why, but my heart kept crying. and nowadays i kept bumped into my exs.
once i saw them, all those anger can be felt burning in my heart.
dear i hope this explains why i kept quiet nowadays.
i cant stay at one spot for long. i'll feel irritated easily.
what is ****ing wrong with me?
i feel that nowadays im not being myself.
just not me uhh.
moody moody moody again. how much i hate this shitty feeling!
is it because im moving too fast, with no pause or fullstop?
why cant i just slow down now?
poly life is super busy. for those who feel that poly is slack, im telling u, no!
be prepared for projects, tests and all. nie baru year 1, i'll be dead as the years past by.
whenever i feel this way, coincidencely the song sometimes by britney is played through my phone, baby faz's lappy. and it reminds me of baby.
baby, i kept having this feeling.
i'll try my best to be the best for u.
but, somehow i feel im not being the best.
makes me confused, how can i be better.
dont misunderstood me.
i just wanna see u happy, be the reason why u're happy and mak u happy when u're feeling down.
just the way u did.
i love it dear, i just love how u took care of me and always make every single move to make me happy. i appreciate that much dear.
maybe i just dk how to show my appreciation and how much i cherish u.
pls bear with my moodiness, problems that im facing and maybe during times when i think pessimistic. im sorry for my wrongdoings or if i ever hurt u unintentionally.
im holding u tight, u're always in my heart.
ok ayu! get ready for the next round of buziness... *is there such word?* hahahs.
just the way u did.
i love it dear, i just love how u took care of me and always make every single move to make me happy. i appreciate that much dear.
maybe i just dk how to show my appreciation and how much i cherish u.
pls bear with my moodiness, problems that im facing and maybe during times when i think pessimistic. im sorry for my wrongdoings or if i ever hurt u unintentionally.
im holding u tight, u're always in my heart.
ok ayu! get ready for the next round of buziness... *is there such word?* hahahs.