a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009, 8:06:00 PM
"Flashbacks happen sometimes. that is unavoidable. A new relationship is a new start. i like aizan."
had a converstaion with Baby Q just now. Im sorry dear, its not my intention to keep it from u but i just dont know how to bring it up to u. talking about flashbacks, its definitely regarding him. she started to advise me and yea she admits "i like aizan :)" i love the support my besties are showing me. whenever i feel insecure, when baby is not by my side,they will be the one who would secure me. awwww. i just love u gals alot!
exams. 2 down, 3 to go. know what? im getting lazier to study. feel so tired uhh. want to stop but i cant. tomoro td, alahai. another module that will kill me.
yesterday CSAS was super bored larh. reading skills perr. skimming, scanning, detailed reading. half way through i was so sleepy. hahahah! as if im into reading. and the topic is regarding pregnancy. aiya!
just now OC was *no comments* whatever i studied came out, but i was a lil confused.
praying that i'll be safe.
im trying my very best to forget what the doctor said.
insyaallah, i'll be fine.
ayah and ibu are still left int he dark. idk how to bring it up.
LIVING MY LIFE WITH A STRONG HEART
with all these obstacles, baby and besties are the precious gift He have given me. <3