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Friday, December 4, 2009, 12:19:00 PM
 
i cant deny that nowadays i have been showing attitude.
and u cant stand it?!
hahaha! its only me, one person who u have to be patience with.
while when both of u were so perangai i had to be patience with both of u!
i had to understand both situations and i had to hear all those quarelling in the middle of the night that i could hardly get a proper rest and a proper breakfast?
said that i was ego, wanna show attitude. ouh hell yea! thats what im doing right now.

and too bad, u have to bear with it.
the same way i had to bear with u.
thinking back, i feel so immature doing this.
but u know what? life is much peaceful not talking to any of u.
but u will start pissing me off.
i dont wish to talk means i dont wish to talk can?! im tired, and demoralised.
if u think im pushing myself too hard, well who do u think im doign it for?!
working like fuck when im not supposed to. struggling with my studies when i should not if i had enough time.
truth fact, I'VE STILL NOT ACCEPTED THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS