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Monday, January 18, 2010, 12:17:00 PM
 
my two girlfriends are going throuhg their worst.
they're definitely strong enough to put a facade front.
hahas. usually i will be the one who puts up a facade.
but i cant imagine myself in their situation.
will i still be able to put a facade?

flashbacks from the past. plus everything that i witnessed now. = fear
i used to have the thinking whatever happens, happens. i shall just be strong to go through it.
but i guess now i seriously feel challenged.
not talking about my relationship. but other aspects in life.
that makes me feel so much weaker than before.
thats why i fear. fear of not being able to go through it.
this piece of advise is the only one that could guide me through.
dont really know the exact words though.
but its about
HE wont give His creations obstacles that is impossible for them to go through,
so we have to know that every obstacles that he brought upon us, he know we can go through it so why must we think that we cant?
when we know that HE knows better than us.

paham? pahamkn jerr!! heh
im sick! bloody body system.
sheesh!