a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Thursday, March 11, 2010, 9:30:00 PM
baby got a job!
wheeeeeeee! i likeeee!
so baby cant make me jealous anymore. (:
we work together kayy b.
heeee. im finding for new job. cbtl is really sucking my blood.
honestly, i've lost interest to work there.
can u please dont force me to give u schedules?
u'd rather i dont give u schedule or give schedule but i paitao?
*i dont have the heart to do it* but yet, no forcing me to work there.
had enough of ur "change"
so, insyallah i hope, i get a job, better paying job soon.
kalau rezeki, it will be mine. if not, i believe He is still there to help me. (:
ibu siad," u dont work here and there, and ur studies get affected ehk!"
i feel like saying, u know what, it's affected already.
but haish, can i just not work?
whenever i say that, baby will remind me of why i have to work.
the more i feel guilty for not working.
haish.
but baby, u have been great staying by my side, trying to make me feel better although ii dont feel the hope anymore.
nothing is perfect in this world.
things between us aint perfect either.
we feel hurt, we shed tears, we laugh, we love, we miss, we raise our voice, we just say bye and put down the phone, felt irritated, had to sacrifice alot of out times for other aspects in life and so on.
somehow, this is perfect to me.
it is not always ups, and it is not always down.
although i have to admit, i am seriously easily hurt. a smallest thing i could feel hurt.
maybe cause my heart is not that strong yet, but i hope it will as time gets by.
PERFECT..
like i said, now i can feel its perfect but we dk abt the future.
i aint gonna be naive thinking that it will stay this way in future, but im not prepared for any obstacles either. :(
there in something more than " i love u, u love me" in relationship.
me: what if i said, let me go so u will find someone
baby: never!
dear, i just cant stop falling in love with u(:
still trying to be a better girlfriend for u.
wheeeeeeee! i likeeee!
so baby cant make me jealous anymore. (:
we work together kayy b.
heeee. im finding for new job. cbtl is really sucking my blood.
honestly, i've lost interest to work there.
can u please dont force me to give u schedules?
u'd rather i dont give u schedule or give schedule but i paitao?
*i dont have the heart to do it* but yet, no forcing me to work there.
had enough of ur "change"
so, insyallah i hope, i get a job, better paying job soon.
kalau rezeki, it will be mine. if not, i believe He is still there to help me. (:
ibu siad," u dont work here and there, and ur studies get affected ehk!"
i feel like saying, u know what, it's affected already.
but haish, can i just not work?
whenever i say that, baby will remind me of why i have to work.
the more i feel guilty for not working.
haish.
but baby, u have been great staying by my side, trying to make me feel better although ii dont feel the hope anymore.
nothing is perfect in this world.
things between us aint perfect either.
we feel hurt, we shed tears, we laugh, we love, we miss, we raise our voice, we just say bye and put down the phone, felt irritated, had to sacrifice alot of out times for other aspects in life and so on.
somehow, this is perfect to me.
it is not always ups, and it is not always down.
although i have to admit, i am seriously easily hurt. a smallest thing i could feel hurt.
maybe cause my heart is not that strong yet, but i hope it will as time gets by.
PERFECT..
like i said, now i can feel its perfect but we dk abt the future.
i aint gonna be naive thinking that it will stay this way in future, but im not prepared for any obstacles either. :(
there in something more than " i love u, u love me" in relationship.
me: what if i said, let me go so u will find someone
baby: never!
dear, i just cant stop falling in love with u(:
still trying to be a better girlfriend for u.