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Wednesday, March 17, 2010, 1:18:00 AM
 
today just another day that end sucky?
why the sudden mood lost?
dont feel like talking.
dont feel like watching movie. how else can i kill my boredom?
dont feel like sleeping. cause im still afraid of bad dreams.
looked at hp, saw two missed calls-one was baby.



like i said, dont feel like talking.
but i called baby back.
he greeted me with a cheerful "hello" while i was just like, uhhh.
shitty attitude, baby lost mood to talk to me.
called back, he said he will text me once he reached home.



reached home, he text. i called.
talk fr less than 2 mins, baby told me to get my rest.
like i said, dont feel like sleeping cause im still afraid of bad dreams.



dont wanna force baby to accompany me with my shitty attitude, said bye and hang up.
still dk what to do so here i am trying to pour out what im feeling.

if baby reads this, i hope he understands.
ironic, when i dont even understand why im feeling this way.
forgive me dear. i didnt get to say this to u before hanging up.
goodnight.sweet dreams. text me tomoro. i love u.