a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Thursday, April 22, 2010, 9:50:00 PM
on the 20th april.
supposedly im dating with fazlin.
but baby told me that he wanna meet me to collect his school stuffs then i feel sad.
hahaha!
firstly cause i wanna date fazlin!
secondly, i was being strong enough to meet him until saturday but since he wanna come, i became so excited to meet him. see in the end im not strong. :(
i was late actually.
was caught up in school so yea actually not late uhh but i rushed alot. i hate to rush! hmph!
then we had our lunch cum dinner at ljs while waiting for baby to come.
so then, i told fazlin to call matin up.
and from me dating w fazlin it became double date again.
haha! but it was nice. expect the unexpected. thats what happened on that night.
initially we could only start shisha at 7 plus as the parttimers have not report to work yet.
so then we watche this one R21 movie.
ishhhhhh.
bastard sia the show.
but we didnt finish watching it.
haha
we ended up taking pictures and have fun and fazlin! she just love to take obseen pictures of me and baby. wait. it was candid. she always snap at the wrong timing.
haha. so i then did a revenge. but tk menjadi *insert sad face*
then baby friend text.
imagine this:
baby was hugging me while reading the text. so obviously i can see his text.
and his friend text
"bsk jadi tk g crawl club?"
and he could still reply right in front of my face
"jadi uhh"
and i was pisseeedddd!
so then baby kept asking me whats wrong. why?
at the same time, matin was shishaing.
and he pulled the hose? haha
and it fell on me and baby.
and the best part was i was burnt!
i was dumbfounded. baby told me to move i could only do that after i feel hot. -.-
and ya i was burnt!
of course i started to cry cry cry.
fazlin, thanks for helping me with my injuries.
baby thanks for the hugg and sorry if i hold u too tight. it was damn painful i aint kidding.
matin was sorry.
matin learn this lesson.
be patience.
dont just anyhow pull.
u're forgiven since i was burnt but serious learn ur leasson and u owe me something! i know u know eyy matin hanef! xD
we then went to bugis junction and apply some cream.
and they sent me home.
at home, it was another funny thing that happened.
we had to act. and baby was scared of ayah. i mean who doesnt.
but im glad baby managed to act cool.
it was super awkward for me to even call him "Zan" and "kau nak air aper?" :/
in the end we webcam and tadaaaa! they went home.
that was our random double date. =D
baby was super sweet.
kayy he is sweet but idk he was so sweet throughout.
1 - when he saw mw crying so helplessly, he quickly gave me a hugg and hold my hand. suddenly i dont feel lost, he was there wiping my tears and gave me tight warming hugg to calm me down.
2- "b, stay strong for me kayy"
3- i managed to stop crying. in the taxi he still doesnt wanna let me go. so we headed to bugis junction. while matin and fazlin searched for cream, he told me to sit down at the mos burger. there were three empty sits behind me and baby looked so helpless yet tired. instead of grabbing a chair, he knelt down before me in front of everyone. i was shocked yet touched to see him there kneeling on the ground.
4- i wasnt able to walk. so baby helped me to practice to walk properly. "walk slowly, never mind like what u said, practice makes permenant! come walk slowly" and he made me laugh while we walked towards the taxi stand.
5- in the cab again, he hugged me so tightly, still trying to make me laugh. and due to the laughters, i cant feel the pain. i felt so secured and safe. idk ive never felt that moment before. seriously. im like a baby crying in pain and stopped crying when the mother consoles and hugg tightly.
6- me: u going to club tomoro?
baby: huh? what club?
me: the one that ur friend text just now
baby: ouhhh! b, that is a cca larh! u pantang dgr club ehhh!
lucky it was dark, baby wasnt able to see me blush. hahahha! malu nye akuuu!
7 - at my house, baby wanna drink. he said "b i wan to drink from ur cup, the one that u use"
8- he whispers to me "i love u" when i dont expect him to say it out.
baby, on that day, u remind me of something. u reminded me of how it felt during the first time i fell in love with u. after u whispered it, suddenly my heart beats so fast and i cant stop smiling. love is in the air. i dont feel we have went thru 6 months. cause the happiness is a duplicate of the times during our honeymoon moment. :)
supposedly im dating with fazlin.
but baby told me that he wanna meet me to collect his school stuffs then i feel sad.
hahaha!
firstly cause i wanna date fazlin!
secondly, i was being strong enough to meet him until saturday but since he wanna come, i became so excited to meet him. see in the end im not strong. :(
i was late actually.
was caught up in school so yea actually not late uhh but i rushed alot. i hate to rush! hmph!
then we had our lunch cum dinner at ljs while waiting for baby to come.
so then, i told fazlin to call matin up.
and from me dating w fazlin it became double date again.
haha! but it was nice. expect the unexpected. thats what happened on that night.
initially we could only start shisha at 7 plus as the parttimers have not report to work yet.
so then we watche this one R21 movie.
ishhhhhh.
bastard sia the show.
but we didnt finish watching it.
haha
we ended up taking pictures and have fun and fazlin! she just love to take obseen pictures of me and baby. wait. it was candid. she always snap at the wrong timing.
haha. so i then did a revenge. but tk menjadi *insert sad face*
then baby friend text.
imagine this:
baby was hugging me while reading the text. so obviously i can see his text.
and his friend text
"bsk jadi tk g crawl club?"
and he could still reply right in front of my face
"jadi uhh"
and i was pisseeedddd!
so then baby kept asking me whats wrong. why?
at the same time, matin was shishaing.
and he pulled the hose? haha
and it fell on me and baby.
and the best part was i was burnt!
i was dumbfounded. baby told me to move i could only do that after i feel hot. -.-
and ya i was burnt!
of course i started to cry cry cry.
fazlin, thanks for helping me with my injuries.
baby thanks for the hugg and sorry if i hold u too tight. it was damn painful i aint kidding.
matin was sorry.
matin learn this lesson.
be patience.
dont just anyhow pull.
u're forgiven since i was burnt but serious learn ur leasson and u owe me something! i know u know eyy matin hanef! xD
we then went to bugis junction and apply some cream.
and they sent me home.
at home, it was another funny thing that happened.
we had to act. and baby was scared of ayah. i mean who doesnt.
but im glad baby managed to act cool.
it was super awkward for me to even call him "Zan" and "kau nak air aper?" :/
in the end we webcam and tadaaaa! they went home.
that was our random double date. =D
baby was super sweet.kayy he is sweet but idk he was so sweet throughout.
1 - when he saw mw crying so helplessly, he quickly gave me a hugg and hold my hand. suddenly i dont feel lost, he was there wiping my tears and gave me tight warming hugg to calm me down.
2- "b, stay strong for me kayy"
3- i managed to stop crying. in the taxi he still doesnt wanna let me go. so we headed to bugis junction. while matin and fazlin searched for cream, he told me to sit down at the mos burger. there were three empty sits behind me and baby looked so helpless yet tired. instead of grabbing a chair, he knelt down before me in front of everyone. i was shocked yet touched to see him there kneeling on the ground.
4- i wasnt able to walk. so baby helped me to practice to walk properly. "walk slowly, never mind like what u said, practice makes permenant! come walk slowly" and he made me laugh while we walked towards the taxi stand.
5- in the cab again, he hugged me so tightly, still trying to make me laugh. and due to the laughters, i cant feel the pain. i felt so secured and safe. idk ive never felt that moment before. seriously. im like a baby crying in pain and stopped crying when the mother consoles and hugg tightly.
6- me: u going to club tomoro?
baby: huh? what club?
me: the one that ur friend text just now
baby: ouhhh! b, that is a cca larh! u pantang dgr club ehhh!
lucky it was dark, baby wasnt able to see me blush. hahahha! malu nye akuuu!
7 - at my house, baby wanna drink. he said "b i wan to drink from ur cup, the one that u use"
8- he whispers to me "i love u" when i dont expect him to say it out.
baby, on that day, u remind me of something. u reminded me of how it felt during the first time i fell in love with u. after u whispered it, suddenly my heart beats so fast and i cant stop smiling. love is in the air. i dont feel we have went thru 6 months. cause the happiness is a duplicate of the times during our honeymoon moment. :)