a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010, 1:45:00 AM
 
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spent my time with him yesterday. the "monsters" are scary heee..
but nice show nice show. lucky uhh. if not confirm i sleep. :D
in the end, day ends bad.
haish.

so today came.
wanted to have a great day but suddenly soooo sooo suddenly remembered what he said.
felt doubtful although i know he didnt.
so i texted him to call me up.
it took him two hours to call.
in the end, i was super busy and cant reply his msg either.
second call, sengaje "counter close" heeee. perangai habis!
then say out what i wanna ask,
i was asking, he took it as accusing.
speechless. i know he ws mad. so kept quiet. text him and was prepared that he wont replied.

and that was how my day at work.
now i cant sleep.
same reason, think think think. of everything.

i hate it when guys(strangers) stares at me. stares hard. like isshhhh. i seriously get so scared. :s stop it larh! it is so uncomfortable. be it in the bright daylight or in the dark.

i have done my best. but if there are others who can do better than i could, then all i can say is "i've done my best"