a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010, 8:47:00 PM
happy 18th birthday ayu! gosh! how i wish i coukd still put on that facade smile? at least better than a pale face. :/ i really wann to be stronger. and just push aside everyone who hurt me. sadly my family forget that its my birthday. they didnt wish me.(only abg idz did and that is thru fb) but shouted at me instead. kept telling me how stress they are and how i make them so hurt. that part i have to understand then me?! just what am i? i seriously dont feel the sense of belonging anymore.
but on top of that, i still have my people who loves me. (: i recieved text bday wishes and fb bday wishes. it made my day(: thanks
baby faz as usual always wanted to be the first to text me haha but sorry dear. my KFC fren texted me first. saiful, syuk, shikin, iylia, baby, fazlin, kak seri, rezman and syed. thanks for the text and also all the fb ppl who wished me :D <3
in sch -
i was about to pich saiful when he stop me and said
saiful : aku tk bli kn kau galaxy bru tau!
omggggg! he driving me crazy. pls dont remind me of it. i wann hp badly. my hp rosak. cnnot contact baby. its depressing siaaa! *crying*
mus: ayu! kau 18 kn?
me: uh uh asl?
mus: happy uhh? da ble msok club!
me: huh? club?
mus: alah skali skale tk salah perr jejak club!
me: *pointing at myself* aku? club? kau biar betol?
mus: uhh larh. muker kau MUKER CLUBBER sia!
the more it makes me scream out loud! *smack face*