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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010, 11:07:00 PM
im supposed to study right now but once my parents reahced home, i cant keep my hands off my lappy. :D today i was bad mood since the start of the day. it was due to a dream. a super -.- dream. i've told baby part of the dream so now im sharing the full version.
as u know, my kambing is my classmate + collegue now. so i dreamt that we were super close. but from what i know, we're only friends. baby observed that. and ya in the dream, i was so fucking busy. that i hardly spend time with baby or contact him. he then received this feeling of i dont care about him anymore and one day he text me saying that he wanna go club. and for me, i know i cant say no cause even so he will still go so i replied him okayy without asking where and with who. so the more he felt that idc about him. and in the club he kissed another girl and idk how but i caught him a few weeks after. and i told him" why are u forcing me to leave u when u know i cant?" then i woke up. -.-
kayy the dream super mepek but it haunted me through out the day. and tadaaaa thats how i lost my mood today. *dush!*
suddenly flu returns again. *sad face* and tomoro is another test. haish. just now had french movie section. i wanna continue watching it neext week. heh.
just now bumped into my bestie again. he looked super sad. i hate to see my besties sad. :( he shared with me what is bothering him and all i can say is leran from what u have done. all the best for u and her, dear bestie (:
smile smile like u always did! :D
guys have the mindset of "once u're mine, i dont have to attract u anymore". in my opinion, although im urs, i still need u to win my heart.
so syuk, remeber what i've said ya! and again u asked abt my birthday. im not free :(
as u know, my kambing is my classmate + collegue now. so i dreamt that we were super close. but from what i know, we're only friends. baby observed that. and ya in the dream, i was so fucking busy. that i hardly spend time with baby or contact him. he then received this feeling of i dont care about him anymore and one day he text me saying that he wanna go club. and for me, i know i cant say no cause even so he will still go so i replied him okayy without asking where and with who. so the more he felt that idc about him. and in the club he kissed another girl and idk how but i caught him a few weeks after. and i told him" why are u forcing me to leave u when u know i cant?" then i woke up. -.-
kayy the dream super mepek but it haunted me through out the day. and tadaaaa thats how i lost my mood today. *dush!*
suddenly flu returns again. *sad face* and tomoro is another test. haish. just now had french movie section. i wanna continue watching it neext week. heh.
just now bumped into my bestie again. he looked super sad. i hate to see my besties sad. :( he shared with me what is bothering him and all i can say is leran from what u have done. all the best for u and her, dear bestie (:
smile smile like u always did! :Dguys have the mindset of "once u're mine, i dont have to attract u anymore". in my opinion, although im urs, i still need u to win my heart.
so syuk, remeber what i've said ya! and again u asked abt my birthday. im not free :(