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Wednesday, August 25, 2010, 10:57:00 AM
 
so for the past two days i've been studying in school. it was super tiring. really. my aim is to finish up my calculations by today so that i can start with theory soon. im scared, really. exams in 2 more weeks & i dont have much confidence in me. when i looked through the past years papers haish i felt demoralised again. :(

im the kind of person who study with music. so of course i on my music without earpiece so that both my kambings can listen to it too.

saiful : dok, bukak lagu aku uhh.
syed : ntah. lagu kau smua case nak joget2 nye.
saiful : tuhh psl. cmne org lain tk panggil kau clubber?
me : -.-

i listen only what. nothing wrong about that right? tsktsktsk. then yesterday syed didnt come down, he had sore eyes so left me & saiful alone. i managed to finish off 4 topics of uo & teach saiful those that he didnt understand. then we headed to KFC to break fast.

&&&&& i saw syuk! wahhhh after so long, finally we get to hugg again. happened to be he told me that abg azri & the rest are coming down. okayy im superly excited to know abg azri is coming down but not the other.

for u who was sarcastically critisizing me out loud for the whole outlet to hear, let me tell u something alright. since i hang around with u, i still dk who the hell are u. the true u. & im gonna tell u this too. although i hanged around alot, i really doubt anybody there truely know who i am. so u shut ur mouth & never to judge me cause u have no rights to do so. whatever happened is between my bro & i. && i took it as a misunderstanding. of course i dont mind he sharing it with u, cause i share it with my baby & bestie. but still none have no rights to say anything about my brother & i. u may know my brother well but not me. my bestie knows me well enough but not too indapt for my brother. she still knows some things about him. & she listens to both side of the story. fuck larh! just MYOB can anot? my brother have made the effort to talk to me at least & now because of u, i dont wish to talk to my brother any sooner again. go back to ur world larh. and stop being nosey about my life. & even if u think lowly about my guy too, im telling u, u dk me so what more my guy? i know him way better than u do & i know he is not even a single point of any of ur negative thoughts might be!