a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Monday, August 16, 2010, 10:52:00 AM
today planned to go school. but i guess im gonna scrap that plan again. :/ im fucking lazy! exams is coming in less than three weeks time & again i have no sense of urgency. its raining now so it explains why im lazy. then my besties are out for YOG so no one to accompany me to school. kambing lak keje. :( i wann meet the teacher; but i scared to talk. usually B faz will be the one who do all the talking job and i just keep quiet. heh. and she always ask alot of ques while i dont so isnt it better to go with her? but the problem is she also lazy. -.- yelarh i lazy what more her?
& i cant fast! urgh. i wish i could fast one full month but thats simply impossible for girls right? hate those cramps. and the worse part of not fasting when everybody is, is when there's no food at home! tempting to call delivery seii. but still got no $ in my wallet, lazy to go ATM and plus delivery mahal! aiya.
& nowadays there's not much slam at work. so the time flies so slow. :( i wann to eat at work pon like malu like that. the rest fasting seii. haiya. i wann my sunrise plus tuna mayo on crossaint plus cheesecake. heh. the next time tony come, confirm he say :ehh u go fat back already?" -.-
babe!! we gonna meet up soon. cant wait cant wait! but kn, my gaji skit. so cant go places yg mahal2. heh. lucky tk shisha. if we did, my pocket gonna have a big hole! but as long we meet and eat and hugg and have fun da okayy kn! i miss u babe. (:
its really sucks to have all doubts in my head. u asked why is it so hard for me to trust? idk, i seriously dk. but from the way u answered my questions last night, guess im gonna take a step forward now and just trust. i love u baby. :x
& i cant fast! urgh. i wish i could fast one full month but thats simply impossible for girls right? hate those cramps. and the worse part of not fasting when everybody is, is when there's no food at home! tempting to call delivery seii. but still got no $ in my wallet, lazy to go ATM and plus delivery mahal! aiya.
& nowadays there's not much slam at work. so the time flies so slow. :( i wann to eat at work pon like malu like that. the rest fasting seii. haiya. i wann my sunrise plus tuna mayo on crossaint plus cheesecake. heh. the next time tony come, confirm he say :ehh u go fat back already?" -.-
babe!! we gonna meet up soon. cant wait cant wait! but kn, my gaji skit. so cant go places yg mahal2. heh. lucky tk shisha. if we did, my pocket gonna have a big hole! but as long we meet and eat and hugg and have fun da okayy kn! i miss u babe. (:
its really sucks to have all doubts in my head. u asked why is it so hard for me to trust? idk, i seriously dk. but from the way u answered my questions last night, guess im gonna take a step forward now and just trust. i love u baby. :x