Friday, August 13, 2010, 11:05:00 PM
went out with baby just now. intended to study. but u know larh. cnnt study with bfs one. haha. so baby, im gonna assure u that im not gonna study with u again. *cross arms* hahaha. anw dear why i wanted u to buke with ur family was because today papa at home, u can buke together with ur complete family. it hurts to be in my situation but since u really wanted to buke with me, i have no say but thanks for meal though! (: finally i get to meet him, it feels like a week. :(
lately, ive been thinking alot. things such as sch, work, family, my gaji, baby, when to celebrate my B Q's bday and not to forget something that i've been convinsing myself to let go and to leave it. but i guess its getting more confusing. im starting to feel indifference, not due to i dont undertsand how it feels like or i just dont bother anymore. but i guess its more to leave everything to fate and let fate decides. whatever happens in future, i know im not avoiding cause of im guilty. im avoiding cause its just for the best for all.
seriously, sem exam is next month and ive not yet to sit and study. cause i really wanna date with my bed first; for max 3 days? aiya. but it can never happen. :/ ouh my bedddd! xp
lately, ive been thinking alot. things such as sch, work, family, my gaji, baby, when to celebrate my B Q's bday and not to forget something that i've been convinsing myself to let go and to leave it. but i guess its getting more confusing. im starting to feel indifference, not due to i dont undertsand how it feels like or i just dont bother anymore. but i guess its more to leave everything to fate and let fate decides. whatever happens in future, i know im not avoiding cause of im guilty. im avoiding cause its just for the best for all.
seriously, sem exam is next month and ive not yet to sit and study. cause i really wanna date with my bed first; for max 3 days? aiya. but it can never happen. :/ ouh my bedddd! xp