a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Thursday, September 2, 2010, 10:02:00 PM
its true that no one wants to be controlled. but at some point of time, there are just some things that i don wann u to do. & of course i have my own reasons. but from my own view, u will never understand why. u would wann to go against them. so what else can i do right? i cant say okayy cause it hurts/ worries me. & at the same time, u'll be telling me that im giving u too much freedom. but yet i cant say no either; u'll end up telling me that im controlling u.
im tired of asking myself what u wanted actually. u can tell me everything & promise me anything now cause u dont have it, but once u have it, there are chances that u'll forget ur words. sometimes, i conclude to just agree to all that u wanted to. but i cant help to feel disappointed. & sometimes i thought u should know why i discourage u to do so. but i know that is a form of controlling. so what should i do?
i dont wann to be seemed to not care about anything nor selfish. but what i know i truely care. guess i care too much; thats the reason why.
i love u baby.
im tired of asking myself what u wanted actually. u can tell me everything & promise me anything now cause u dont have it, but once u have it, there are chances that u'll forget ur words. sometimes, i conclude to just agree to all that u wanted to. but i cant help to feel disappointed. & sometimes i thought u should know why i discourage u to do so. but i know that is a form of controlling. so what should i do?
i dont wann to be seemed to not care about anything nor selfish. but what i know i truely care. guess i care too much; thats the reason why.
i love u baby.