a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010, 1:11:00 AM
lesson learnt : dont miss someone too much as it will hurt alot especially when someone dont feel the same way. i guess denying the whole "i miss you" feeling is still the best way out.one thing that is pretty undeniable : i hate this holiday.
one & only day to look forward : 4 oct 2010. the one & only day we could spend time together.
i shall blame it on myself for putting too much hopes on this holiday forgetting that both of us will just get buzier as time goes by.
high hopes = false hopes = disappointment.
can we just scrap all the ideas of dating this holidays?
we have work & family; for me including school to think of. think of that before us alright. & not to put a single hope.
im sorry im just disappointed & sad cause i thought no matter what we would still have time. but time past by too fast that we cant catch up with it. tears fell right after u left. im glad it happened, finally i get to let it all out; through tears
PS: im not blaming u. its not ur fault :)