a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Sunday, December 5, 2010, 11:01:00 PM
happy birthday to my two loved ones. may Allah bless u both :D aminn! (:
so had a random date with baby just now. ouh ouh i must really quote this. while eating at KFC, we talked about club,me: since kak seri didnt stop me from goign club like how she did when i smoke, she just said i have the freedom once im 21 & im free to do anything, then i shall go to club. =D by then u're in NS, & u told me once u msok NS u will stop all this & start everything good.
baby: NOOOOOO! like i told u, u can only go with ME. if u wanna go when u're 21, then fine, i'll go with u.
me: tkde uhh. u kate u nak stop seii. get ur mind & desicion straight. since u wanna stop when u nak msok NS, then fulfil it. lagpon are u saying u dont trust me? i wont dance with guys larh.
baby: but all guys there will confirm look at u. lag2 ble u joget confirm smua tgk seii.
me: so? u ble tgk matair org, org tkle tgk matair u uhh? nie uhh laki ego. drg tgk jerr perr bukannye drg ble dapat i.
baby: mane tau. but still no, if u insist, go with me. if u dont wan, till we meet there.
me: huhh?! tkde uhh. limit2 i g ngan kak seri or herleen. come on u trust them seii. im not goign with u.
baby: then we'll meet there.
me: asl u insecure nie? kalau u nak i trust u, u mesti trust i jugak seii. normal perr for guys to look at girls. so?
baby: i da ckp kn u nak g, g ngan i.
me: tkde uhh. skrg i tk g ngan u perr. so ble u NS i g ngan my own cliques.
baby: its not that i don wann to go w u, its u who cant. so when u wanna go, i'll be there. tkde tkde. jgn nak ngade2 g sane without me.
& the conversation goes on actually. hahahaha! it feels nice, but still contradicts kn? hahahaha. alah baby, i really dk if it were to happen. cause once im 21, its a nature for me to really think & concentrade on my present for my future; one of it is you. :D
then we lepak-ed under my void deck, we were still trying to think of better ways for us to keep in touch as often as we do here when im in china later. tears were forming in my eyes & really that topic just made us dont wann to let go. i mean who wants to? so then baby hugg me & just lay on my shoulders, without knowing that there was a police car & they horned at us?! -.-"