a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Thursday, December 23, 2010, 10:18:00 PM
my mind so fucking blank! i cant do my tuts, i cant do my projects. they are all simple tasks & yet i couldnt do? maybe cause its holidays so my mind wanna be free from thinking? but thats bad. i need all these to be done within a week. :O yup im working full shifts lately, ppl say i crazy but what else can i do? i need $, & i really dk how else to spend my holidays. i cant study due to this stupid blank mind, i cant go out; my money are reserved. it will be ridiculous if i wanna meet baby often, cause we'll be meeting at work most of the time. girlfriends? well that need cash too yknow. hard hard hard. haiya im really sick of my life alrdy. same old fucking cycle that ive been going through for two years now? im easily pissed nowadays & its reaaaaaaaalllyyy hard for me to smile what more laugh?
i miss her (up in the picture) though we've met recently, i still miss her. :( i feel like im missing so many ppl. i hate my heart, why is it filled with negative emotions? i hate my mind too, it is filled with negative thoughts. fuck them! >:(