a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Monday, February 21, 2011, 10:05:00 PM
ive hold back my tears for quite some time that i couldnt hold it back any longer. exams gonna be in two weeks' time & im really not prepared. i cant seem to concentrade, maybe im really just too tired. have been feeling sick lately but i just act normally. migraines & flu & sore throat & fever & gastric & itch.yes i didnt tell anyone. whats the use? they will end up telling me go doc & eat medicine. im still not cured. i just need rest but i cant i need to study. as for my gastric i really have no appetite to eat so what can i do? the itch yes that fucking itch! is giving me alot of problems. i really coudlnt take it anymore, i made it bleed.
& yes its very ugly. so why ppl must still lie to me? just to make me feel better? how? went to docs & nthg is curing me. and appointment is still fucking long! this really depressed me.
& the thought of my dad just makes me cry more.
i was so panic when i lost this piece of paper for my coming exams. called my friend's clique & a girl sound me off for being in contact w her guy? ehh wtf sia. today was the first time i contact him to pass him some school stuff & u fucking me off thinking that i have something w him?
anw thanks friend. u helped me.
my day started out great with baby texting me a gd morning msg.
but my day ended very stressful.
why am i such a burden to everyone?
anybody understand how i feel? no. anybody to cheer me up? dont bother. im just tooo DEPRESSED.