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No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
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Tuesday, April 26, 2011, 7:34:00 PM
TODAY! WEEK 1 DAY 2& im alrdy super tired. *sigh* idk how to explain. but all i can say is that this cptc is very depressing. no choice right? i still have to do it. i really need to work hard to improve my results. plus if i fail this cptc = no certificate = plans for future ruined. :((
despite feeling so helpless, i didnt get any motivation.
anyway, as yknow it is at Jurong Island. we have 3 buses to drive us there; one bus for AM shift, 2 buses for PM shift. but for the first 3 days we have to go together under one shift, 9-5. so the buses should be at tamp inter by 715 am. the first bus taking the AM shift should proceed to Jurong Interchange for the west students. so in the end we have 2 buses still with us for the east students right? got the picture? if not, read again. nyahahah.
but there was a miscommunication between the drivers this morning. the driver who is supppose to fetch the AM shift + west students went straight to Jurong. so in the end only 2 buses came to Tamp. thinking that one bus is for AM shift & another bus is late, we follow as planned. later, we found out the miscommunication. so my cliques & some others had to wait for another 45 mins for another bus to come.
ouh & i forgot smthg. today, unlike yesterday, we had to meet at Tamp/Jurong inter straight instead of school. i thought we still had to meet at school so i woke up at 515am to catch the 615am bus to come. from punggol to tamp, during off peak hours, the journey would be only 15 mins. when i was on my way in the bus, faz called me up to reconfirm the place. & thats when i know the meeting place is at Tamp inter. -.- so i reached Tamp at 630am when we're suppose to meet at 715am. FUCK right? & not to forget im starting to fall sick & eyebags due to the sudden change & lack of sleep.
so back to the bus story. the bus came at 8am & we reached JI at 845 am. kinda fast there wasnt any traffic jam. we went for the "inspection" moment & found out that the bus left us. (the bus had to send us all the way in where we are trained at) -.- so we had to wait for another bus cause that bus driver dont have the JI Pass( need it to enter JI). like WTF sia. our class starts at 9am. so we had to wait for another 15-20 mins. had fun waiting huh? -.-
reached our training hall at 925am, then the course starts. its all about safety. its actually a short course but it was lengthen cause they had to repeat it twice. like wtvr for? BFH class was the same sia. aft everything we had to sit one easy test. then we were released early, at 4pm.
received a news.
"7th may is polling day. u dont have to attend for classes. but u have to come down on 8th may"
wahh this part really pissed me off. 8th may, its ibu's birthday.
last year it was a fucked up bday celebration. i was really looking forward for this year's but i cant be there for the celebration. can u imagine how sad i was?
baby is meeting herleen today. baby suddenly text me saying that rudy, zul rasheed & matin are tagging along. so i said i also wann to follow. *i thought at least i could laugh or smthg to make my day better?* so i went to meet baby at his school. i was really expecting him to be damn excited cause he have not met leen for 6 mnths or more? but he wasnt. i knew smthg was wrong, im not in a gd mood, i didnt wanna ruin my/ his evening so i went home reluctantly. i didnt had the chance to tell him about my day. i didnt had to chance to tell him how sad i was that i couldnt celebrate ibu's birthday. but nvm, i bet aft he read this (i doubt he did) he will know why im kinda restless today. hope he have a nice evening w his lovely friends (:
so now i need to force myself to do the tutorial & memorise for the upcoming exam. which will be on next wednesday. i know im giving up, but now i desperately need motivation.
so that was it, MY FUCKED UP DAY.