a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Thursday, May 5, 2011, 11:02:00 PM
i have a coursemate name Nazri. he is in the same group as me so we had this conversation while doing our practical. N: Ayu, is faz pretty?
M: why dont u ask syed & saiful? i mean they are guys. shouldnt they be judging girls?
N: no i dont trust guys words on girls. so thats why i asked u.
M: of course luhh she pretty. all girls are pretty. its just that there is prettier girls out there. the only ugly girls are low confidence & low self esteem girls.
N: so u re pretty too right?
M: why u say so?
N: u have the confidence!
M: haha. u re wrong. im ugly. i have low confidence & low self esteem.
N: what?! why sia?
M: everyday i look at myself in the mirror with this lil voice running through my mind "ure one ugly shit"
N: O.O
i guess im starting to build up my facade again. thats the only way to live happily.