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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Monday, March 30, 2009, 10:34:00 PM
another day!
hey hey! i am here again! whee! hahas. Well, I do sound crazy but well, it was just another day for me. But like what people said, live your life everyday as if it gonna be your last day. That's what I am trying to do everyday from now.
Well, today. woke up early in the morning to get my proposal done. Yes uhk! At least the games proposal is done. But I still have 5 more proposals to do. :( It's ok. Just relax, enjoy doing it and it will be done before i know it! hmm.. Then studied abit for my FTQ and then get ready for it. During FTQ, hmph.. No comments larh. HOpefully i passed and get my $180! It's alot to lose ok?!
Then, met my kak and abg. Went to eat at KFC at Pasir ris but was dissapointed. The food are half cooked and it really spoils my mood. Cause I was stress and feel kind of down and my food are like shit! Ouh but not to forget a surprise! I saw Bal! My god! It have been ages since I last saw him seii. Hugged him as tight as i could and we exchange smiles to each other and hugged again and went off.. Bal, you remind me of my BB! Cause of your height. hahas!
Then we saw a group of Seoul Gardians. Was so kecoh, saw my sis's ex and then in front of everyone she said out loud BB's name. B! How'd i wish you were there. I think which i hope not, his brother's girl knows what is happening btwn us.
hmm.. moving on then take pic with my abg.
We took one picture only. Must take more next time! I mean when we are out and kecoh2 we should take more pictures no matter how slack we look like. Cause every minute is a memory kept.
Then we headed to Tampines. Will be meeting Syuk at 830 so we went window shopping and that was when abg and kak become my ayah and ibu. But my abg (BB) wasn't there. AGAIN! *sobs* it's ok Abg, concentrade aites! LAter when you succeed can take airplane to Paris! Cheeeyy! Hahas. We played at arcade ALMOST WIN kakak during the racing game when she last kopek push me aside and took the prize! =.=" never mind.. give chance heh!
Syuk called and he said he just finished work so estimated he will reach tamp by 9. Mummy and ayah went home and baby was left alone. *sobs* walking while reminising my memories with abg. wait why do i kept calling him abg? hmm.. kk.. Memories w b! Sat at DBS..Emoly (is there even such word?).. While waiting for time to past by. Listening to thinking of you the normal song i'll listen when i am thinking of him..
Then headed to fetch syuk. Listened to his day reflections and i received 3 brownies! My favourite! when the chocolate melts in the mouth.. It's undescribeable! We walked all the way to Church busstop where my first beloved ex live. While walking through the path Kak Wani called! Another surprise! :D Missed her alot man! then Walk, walk, walk and called Nazz for him to meet Syuk and my bus had arrived and kecoh abit with syuk and tata!
back home, and here I am updating my blogg. It's a normal day with two surprises larh. Thank God for sending me home safely.
Well, today. woke up early in the morning to get my proposal done. Yes uhk! At least the games proposal is done. But I still have 5 more proposals to do. :( It's ok. Just relax, enjoy doing it and it will be done before i know it! hmm.. Then studied abit for my FTQ and then get ready for it. During FTQ, hmph.. No comments larh. HOpefully i passed and get my $180! It's alot to lose ok?!
Then, met my kak and abg. Went to eat at KFC at Pasir ris but was dissapointed. The food are half cooked and it really spoils my mood. Cause I was stress and feel kind of down and my food are like shit! Ouh but not to forget a surprise! I saw Bal! My god! It have been ages since I last saw him seii. Hugged him as tight as i could and we exchange smiles to each other and hugged again and went off.. Bal, you remind me of my BB! Cause of your height. hahas!
Then we saw a group of Seoul Gardians. Was so kecoh, saw my sis's ex and then in front of everyone she said out loud BB's name. B! How'd i wish you were there. I think which i hope not, his brother's girl knows what is happening btwn us.
hmm.. moving on then take pic with my abg.
We took one picture only. Must take more next time! I mean when we are out and kecoh2 we should take more pictures no matter how slack we look like. Cause every minute is a memory kept.
Then we headed to Tampines. Will be meeting Syuk at 830 so we went window shopping and that was when abg and kak become my ayah and ibu. But my abg (BB) wasn't there. AGAIN! *sobs* it's ok Abg, concentrade aites! LAter when you succeed can take airplane to Paris! Cheeeyy! Hahas. We played at arcade ALMOST WIN kakak during the racing game when she last kopek push me aside and took the prize! =.=" never mind.. give chance heh!
Syuk called and he said he just finished work so estimated he will reach tamp by 9. Mummy and ayah went home and baby was left alone. *sobs* walking while reminising my memories with abg. wait why do i kept calling him abg? hmm.. kk.. Memories w b! Sat at DBS..Emoly (is there even such word?).. While waiting for time to past by. Listening to thinking of you the normal song i'll listen when i am thinking of him..
Then headed to fetch syuk. Listened to his day reflections and i received 3 brownies! My favourite! when the chocolate melts in the mouth.. It's undescribeable! We walked all the way to Church busstop where my first beloved ex live. While walking through the path Kak Wani called! Another surprise! :D Missed her alot man! then Walk, walk, walk and called Nazz for him to meet Syuk and my bus had arrived and kecoh abit with syuk and tata!
back home, and here I am updating my blogg. It's a normal day with two surprises larh. Thank God for sending me home safely.
I love my life. I have my family, My sisters and brothers, my besties, my fun collegues like my kecoh mam, my fwens who i really love who were by my side when i need someone and not to forget my dream course which i will be attending soon enough! But B, with you, you will make my life complete. It may not be PERFECT, i am not looking for perfection but to complete my life. B, i am waiting patiently for that day to come and i hope that me, too, will be part of your life and to also complete your life journey. B, always have me in your mind and heart just the way you are in my mind and heart. I really have to admit this baby. Though we hardly know each other and hardly spend time together, you are seriously STEALING my heart away. I miss you baby. I really do! <3