a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
« back forward »
Sunday, April 26, 2009, 9:44:00 PM
the end for us? 
Aku tak ingin lagi mencintaimu
Bila hanya untuk kau tinggal
Kau hancurkan aku


Haruskah aku memilih
Untuk mencinta
Biar tak ada rasa salah
Rasa benci dihati
Jangan sakiti aku lagi
Bila tak suka dan
Jangan dustai lagi
Bila tak cinta
Aku bisa terima
Bila ternyata kau jauh


Mungkin diriku hanya bisa berharap bermimpi
Walau keadaanku bukan segalanya
Ku bukan milikmu

i'm speechless. that's all i could say. you stole my heart within a day and i hope i could snatch it back from you as soon as possible. never wanting this to be the reason for me fall, for me to be weak. I'll be strong and happy soon! Since you couldn't be the one i could rely on, and i cant be the one for you to love, then guess walking away is the best for both of us.

The reason why i don't want to break and keep the promise and whatever i've said to you close to my heart cause i know how hurtful, painful it'll be when i take those words back from you. ONCE YOU'VE SAID SOMETHING, YOU CAN NEVER TAKE IT BACK. I don't want you to feel that way. though i couldn't accept as to why i have to encounter this again but i will soon enough. I'll soon accept the fact that you're gone from my life.

I don't want to be a girl who will curse the guy upside down, inside out. I don't want to be the girl that walk up straight to you and shout every thing that i've felt.

But i will be the girl who wishes you good luck for your O's which i've never stopped praying every night, and for the rest of your life journey. thanks alot for the moments spent and the lesson learnt. Your ring which i cant fit it through my fingers in anyway, I make it as a necklace instead. I wish to return all your stuffs back and say take care and goodbye.... :'(