a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 9:15:00 PM
first week in polytechnic
Wuek! *sobbs* First week of poly life, its fun! but then there were alot of courses coming up. So yea. We may start school late but we do end school late too larh. What's worse is when i fell sick. It have been since Monday till now, my fever have gone down but my throat is still burning and my head is spinning! How unlucky can i be? but i still went to school, i have to be strong right? i cannot lose to my enemy named VIRUS! It's all in the mindset larh. So yea. Ive been telling myself, im not sick no im not. when actually i am. =.="
yesterday went to school for only an hour. like waste of time larh seriously. Today ended school at 5pm cause we had the course regarding the secondlife tingy. So funny seii! But one got pathetic senario uhk where there was a paparazi following me around and when i shouted at him( cause he went into my house) " what the hell are you doing here?" he can still reply, " dont you believe in fate? we belong together!" And i was like..... What the FucK! Ishk3... No matter what, my baby is always on my mind. (:
Tonite, i have a last-minute-urgent meeting at KFC which starts at 10 plus and will end at 12 and the earliest i could reach home is at 1230am. Tomorrow have to wake up at 630am to reach school at 830am. Lectures all the way, having 3 hours break(straight) *can sleep seii* then followed by lectures again till 7pm. *sobs*
Friday, starts school at 11am i guess and end school at 10pm! Saturday working, sunday attending religious class and then having another recee.
next week onwards, my new schedule starts. Mon, work at KFC in the morning then at 3 i have my lab till 6 then i will have my self revision. Tues and wed will be working after school at KFC so that will be from 5-10 pm. Saturday and sunday will be working at cofeebean. So many commitments! Ouh yea Friday night and Saturday morning will be my self revision too.
I have to do this! I am aiming for the top 5% for me to be able to take up another diploma which i am aiming for diploma in accountancy. So i will graduate with 2 diplomas. I am aiming for that, That is my dream for this poly and i will make sure it will be a reality!
Dreams need to be backed up by attitude, hardwork and perseverence! I wanna prove to myself that i can do this and no personal problems can stop me from achieving this! I can do it! Believing in myself! Come on ayu! Remember the advise that i always hold " NEVER GIVE UP EASILY OR YOU WILL BE LETTING YOURSELF DOWN"
So yea! I have to work hard and i have to pull though the tiredness and sick situations i will eventually go through.
Pray for me yea! I wanna make my loved ones proud of me! <3>
Baby, do it for your Olevels! I believe you can make it through. Endure the tension and lack of sleep and the repeated questions given in the uncountable practice papers. It will worth the while. Trust me. :)