a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Thursday, April 30, 2009, 10:04:00 PM
super tiring day
Yesterday i had fun working with two new staffs, Jun and Brian. They are so fun adding on there was my kecoh mam. But all of us were super stressful uhk. The customers kept coming in. Then we keep jamming. Super irritating but can understand uhk that base will be much busier than cashier especially to make the twister, melts, and burgers. I mean if we stand by too many in the end the quality of the food will not be as tasty. In the end, during closing time, we played with water to release tension and also joke here and there. Before we know it, our job is done. That's the power of family love. lol! randomn seii!
Then, Brian sent me home since our house is damn near to each other. We talked alot as usual. i reached home at about 11pm. Straight away i had my bath and then sleep cause i have to wake up at 6am this morning! Supposed to start my lecture at 9am but due to on friday is a labour day and there is no school, therefore our make up MEB lecture is at 8am for yesterday and today. haish. Trust me, i am not able to concentrade due to my mind is still sleeping till 8 am. Then at 11am i went to library to watch video and release stress. Yea admiting i never attend the EM lecture cause i dont understand a single thing of whatever the lecturer trying to lecture us. Anyway, I am able to recall for that particular topic from Amaths so i guess i should be fine.
Was super tired. Then at 4 pm we have our PIPC lecture. That one makes my blood go upstairs. Irritating to have a video-like lecture when the mic is not working so everybody lost their attention and make alot of noise. So Naufal and i talked all through the lecture laughing our asses out and what makes me laugh hard is when he is trying to not to be awkward to talk i u with people surround him. Ended school at 6pm when all students have ended their school and the busstop is super packed. So my besties and i decided to walk. I walk all the way from school to tamp st 81. Had a nice walk especially to calm myself with what i am going through.
So yea. So many things run through my mind. Can i not think about it, but i just cant help it. What is fate trying to do to my life? I have to be patient to know more about my life. If i have all the answers now, life will not be fun anymore once all the mysteries have been solved. I just believe He will be by my side and only He knows the best for my life.
I just have to keep praying to Him help me go through all the obstacles with a strong heart. During times when i am feeling so weak and i need strength to go through, He will send people to help me through. He have His ways to help me. Thanks alot!