a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Sunday, August 23, 2009, 5:20:00 PM
Im at Simei CC studying again. Since 10 am just now and now the time i showing 5.23pm? Been practising my engineering mathematics, but idk wher to find the appropriate Eng maths main paper to practice. Haish! been doing tutorials since just now. Its worse than practising main paper u know. It may be easier uhk but alot and alot more questions to tackle. so wad i did is skip some sub questions. Nyahahahaha!
My mood???...
Still so liveless. Still so speechless. Still so confused.
I want to leave everything to fate.
But now im thinking should i continue leaving them to fate?
He made me so confused as to what i should do. Idk what i should do that's why i'm leaving everything to fate. isnt that like duhh ayu? -.-
some facts, i still cant accept.
yet some make me think and reflect.
my mistakes seems to be so hard to accept,
but i wonder how can i forgive yours?
maybe its because i feel its no use getting mad or feel revengeful.
everything that was done, cannot be undone.
In life, we have to avoid saying "If only...., this could be avoided"
Cause once we said that, it just shows that we didnt accept the fate.
So yea..
There wont be a lock without a key.
Every problem there is the solution.
Patiently, im waiting for the best solution.
It hurts alot. But i cant just sit back and rot.
I have to stand up and get things done.
Eg. : study, work and make people happy! (:
I so miss my cuzzies iman and kak seri alot.
Really really do!
If u think that the truths are all lies, idk how else to convince you.
Something i know, until today, my heart have not change.
Im not saying it will im not saying it wont.
The best solution will decide.
