a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Saturday, August 29, 2009, 11:59:00 AM
new chapter
New chapter in my lifee..
My chapter with him is closed but yet the feelings and hurt.. haish..
My chapter with him is closed but yet the feelings and hurt.. haish..
Im still speechless.. Im still liveless.. Trying to be strong, dont worry people..
So yea..
New chapter right?
Expect new obstacles.
Unexpectedly it was so fast.
I just open a new chapter last 2 days.. That night, an obstacle strike again!
My family...
Idk what is it turning into...
Tears, anger, hurt, stressed out is felt by every single one of us.
One difference i can see in me is that I am not panic.. I managed to cool myself down and just cry by myself..
But i cant stand seeing the others crying..
It seems that slowly im losing what i have..
I've lost him again..
My family.. the more i dont feel like coming back home..
Purposely i made my schedule damn tight with work..
I will be damn lethargic but idc i want to run away!
I cant stand this..
Its a good thing that it's school vacation now..
If not, idk how i could handle it.
A change in me..
probably, most of the time i will be speechless..
Forgive me for being soo..
I'll try to laugh and be who i am to see others happy and smiling.
Hey.. ive been looking forward for happy days too..
So yea.. looking forward for tues, thurs and sat ;)
I wish to enjoy my days with my different group of ppl.
At least, i hope, those days can make me laugh.. (:
emo seii this pic.. hahahs! im not this bad larh.. at least my pic will be cuter.. xp