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Sunday, August 9, 2009, 2:56:00 PM
 
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you


Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget


Im still in coffeebean.

As you can see, my pictures. hahahas! we took like more than 30 pictures while sitting down woth manager and staffs and take pictures! see larh. This is what gonna happen if there's lack of customers. hahhahahahs! =D

Ouh yea then Irry and i start studying at 2pm after kener marah by Dharma for kept laughing and she sat next to us for us to study.. aawwwww! ahahaah! Then at 3pm we went kunch break until 4.10pm larh seii! Dharma gets mad again and she asked what time you all coming back? tsk3!

So yea here we are again in the outlet trying to study again. I will study and i dont feel like going home! I just hope i could be out alone at night. But i doubt that will happen larh.

Firstly i dont want ibu to get worried. Then, tomoro i working. so urgh!

I just feel like i want to be alone. Please. I need you to guide me through. Only Him could guide me. Please! you know the best, teach me to make right desicions and show me the right path.

Assumptions. Whatever larh. I dont want to think anymore. If you think, i am a typical girl, then go ahead. I really have nothing else to say and no use explaining, cause it's just sooo hard and im tired.

Making me so confused, making me so restless. I am leaving everythiing to fate, cause i believe i have tried hard enough.

*waiting is no longer in my dictionary

so leaving to fate is still the best option.

Im tired! Physically, Mentally, Emotionally.