a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009, 8:04:00 AM
helo! *using comp*
sobs sobs
know what? ystd ayah send my lappy then the person said he have to check whether it could be repaired cause it have been cracked twice. if it cant be repaired, i have to buy a new lappy. :O sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs.
another problem, k admit its my mistake. haish haish haish!
yesterday worked full shift.
and i was pissed working in the morning at KFC cause of usual jam during lumch crowd. irritating gler! sorry horr to the aunty and makcik there for raising my voice. :/
then off to work to coffeebean.
k was expecting a greaT day seriously, looking forward for yesterday.
(haha! aper ajerr aku tk look forward)
eyy its good to look forward for each day to come taus! kk side track..
eyy its good to look forward for each day to come taus! kk side track..
alright so yea was half way doing preclose when i realised that he missed call me
called back, thinking he would update me about his NS training also thinking it was his break time.
but it turned out to be so unexpected.
i cant believe that whatever i asked aizan the day before thru msn is actually happening to me.
suddenly, im talking to someone that i seriously dont know.
i hate him i hate the so-called new him
dear, i can understand why u're so upset.
when u made those confessions ystd, i could hear cries behind the confessions.
but u will never admit.
im sorry
i really have to let u go.
i gave up, since u stopped half way to be better and chose to be worse, there's nothing i can do except to pray for the best for u.
i let u go also cause u have ur ex back to take care of u. u'll be fine, isnt this what u've been wanting since 3/4 months ago?
had a big fight with u ystd that i broke down.
had a big fight with u ystd that i broke down.
thanks iwan for the listening ear and thanks alot chris for all the advises.
and yea, im already gone
then i went to raffles place again with aizan, zul and rasheed.
hahas! they so nice, made me laugh throughout. k im now convinced how gler can they be.
hahahs! cool larh then i reached home at 1120pm? :s
abg idz opened the door and he was like, skrg aru nk alek?
kept quiet only uhh..
pls family, if im home late, that just shows that i need a peace of mind.
saper yg da keje full shift mseh nk blek lmbt?
deyy i also penat larh seii.
RASHEED, ITS ONLY LEFT WITH 15 DAYS, IDK HOW TO SAY IT BUT U REALLY HAVE TO START DRILLING.
i'll never say that its too late uhh. cause u still have time before ur exams but yet are u able to cramp everything inside in that stressdul days? i hope so.. hopefully sat we could meet and could help u wherever i can. (:
went home, talked otp with fireen. *faz and fir* in case some ppl dk who. hahahas!
ok yea, and they were damn pissed. as usual. but i just stayed calm. as usual.
talked till 12 plus then went to sleep at 1 am.
had to wake up at 730 am to get my body massaged.
tsk tsk tsk.
later meeting junainah and nor. weehee! finally we get to go out together larh heh.
ang mo kio. haiyo idk how long the bus ride gonna be. :s