a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Monday, October 5, 2009, 4:25:00 PM
omg omg omg!
It's been like 2 weeks 1 day i haven't update my blog.
super sadd can?
lappy... lappy... i so miss u.. sobs sobs
but i guess ayah gonna send it for repair tomoro and im so looking forward for it. (:
FAMILY
things are getting much much better now..
my parents are getting more and more loving.. (:
no more quarelling.fights.confusions.
glad for that.
but now...
parents not working..
so had to really depend on myself now..
same goes to my bros.
but i feel bad for not helping out my bros.
i feel i also have to play my part to put some money aside for my parents.
after all my debts are done, i shall do that. insyaallah
LOVE
how do i start it?
it hurts.. its complex.. so very complex. right chipmunk?
revenge.. out of mind.. let go.. i managed to do so.. but he doesn't want to. but after so long. then yest he said he let me go. i feel like saying no. can u just not let me go?
but again, wad for we stay? we only hurt each other.
i guess we will still meet, at my house with my parents.
friends? am i able to be that?
ur heart, still belong to ur ex.
i can understand that, cause my heart still belongs to u.
but i dont want to continue the cycle. the cycle whereby due to the past, i'm not able to move forward a give a chance to other guys.
"if u cant move on from the past, appreciate the present"
am i able to do that?
will i hurt the other?
or will i end up hurting myself?
will i change the way u did?
ouh gosh! i cant think..
somehow, i feel peaceful with my life now.
guess cause we dont fight anymore.
but imy alot! and i really mean alot. but wad can i do?
another person in my life, even if he comes, i hope he could be patience.
i hope he could prove to me and guide me to the right path.
i'm afraid. i'm afraid if i'll lose guidance and be someone that i dont even know.
i may look as though im staying strong, but deep in me, im feeling weaker.
im sorry by the way i let go
We were always meant to say goodbye
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
WORK
fun fun fun!
working all this while
tk work, kua.
tk kua, work
fun or what!
can find more money.. sound so desperate but hey im desperate in the positive way right?
hahahah!
then at work, had fun and laughter.. have people to cheer me up
thanks iwan, meng, dharma and chipmunk for trying to make me happy at work. (:
at kfc lak, i love disturbing my family members there!
wheee!!
but tiring uhh duhh..
at least in a week i got full shift..
but since i have nothing to do at home, better work kn?
membuat sesuatu yg berfaedah
FRIENDS
i miss my them!!!!
i sooo miss them!
nvm we will meet soon horr!
have been meeting aizan and gang these days..
sedeh perr aizan ckp dier da mendak jumoe i
sobs sobs!
hahahah!
sorry horr no pics..
lazy want to upload uhh..
lolness perangai gler!!