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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010, 11:39:00 AM
a guy had the same thought as me. i kept mum cause i always tell myself that im thinking too much & ur words kept replaying in my head. "smile is the best way to overcome all problems; silence is the best way to avoid all problems. so its better to have a silence smile"
ya thats what im doing. i cant say what i wanna say cause it might not be what is happening & it will just makes things worse & i might end up like my bestie.
a lesson learnt from my bestie's situation:
never to talk unless its important. always hold back ur tears cause every single tear dropped shows how weak u are. always think in a guy's point of view; cause guys think with their head & girls with their heart. so it is not a good thing to think with ur heart.
why girls always say: only his smile makes me laugh only when he's happy im ecstatic.
irritating kn tuhh sentence? but thats what all girls will be saying; no matter how strong they are that sentence is still deep in their hearts.
guys said: to understand a guy is easy, what they give is what you get. unlike girls, u have to think whats the true meaning underneath every single word they said.
eg: when a girl said go away, she actually means hugg me tight.
ishhh i hate to think of this. i still cant understand guy's language.
when i stepped out & looked at the overview, i'll be thinking why girls so complex? guys said A means A why must think so much about it?
but when i stepped back in, i'll be back to those complex girls.
when i stepped back, i can see the truely happy couple.but when i stepped in, i feel something missing when baby will say nothing is missing.
why like that sia? irritating much. i only got myself to blame right? me myself my past.
irry: its time for u to let go of ur past & go through ur present & future with him babe.
im trying. i dont wann to be like my bestie. & im really trying to convince myself that u & her = nothing.
i love u syg. :)
