a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Monday, December 20, 2010, 9:44:00 AM
test week is finally over. im glad. (: my pslp paper, hahah! the teacher gave us the ans skim to us. so what we did we memorised the MCQ ques before they collect back the ans. haha. never had a paper like that seii.so aft test week, its working week. ive been working full shifts for 2 straight days; isnt that nice? tired of course larh. who not tired seii. but im glad that im able to at least cover up back my 2 weeks of not working due to test.
my adapter is spoilt. & brothers kept using lappy until the lappy dies. means no proper shutting down & i always have the hard time to do my stuffs in my own lappy. wtf right? i had to charge until its full & they will use until it dies. of course my lappy will stay there since its dead. but once its alive again, everybody wanna use. then how the fuck should i do my 4 projects within 2 weeks? cb sia. really pissed off.
& yea i had this ques in mind :
if a child breaks his parents heart & bring tears to their eyes is a biggest sin, then what if vice versa?
im really utterly disappointed & yet he can still ask " why cant u ever smile? always have a grumpy face & never even laugh?"
u know what? im sick & tired of everything. i had enough of empty promises, allegations & hurt. because of this im insecure. because of this i lose myself. because of this im depressed. because of this i have a problem w trust.
ive started my prac one. so this means i have to spend more time at work to earn more money. i really feel as though i dont have a life.
sch. work. sch. work.
i really miss spending time with all my babes. & its really hard to be a manager. thats the reason why until now i cant meet kak seri. i need to talk to her. im really lost right now. to me, she's my only family that i truely love.
went to baby's house that time. hugged his mum & his mum whispered "syang dier" thanks that made my day. (:
fazlin, get well soon. why u didnt call me up when u need someone to talk to? i admit, i have no words of advice or words to make u feel better. but i have those ears to listen. i may be busy but my mind cant stop thinking of all my lovely babes. i really miss them :(
alhamdulillah, things between faz & fir gets better. (: