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Thursday, December 2, 2010, 5:18:00 PM
 
what happened last night? why must u bring him back to my memory & why bother talking about other guys when its u who i need? u asked why i kept asking that ques. ur friend told u that i need reassurance. yes baby. thats what i need at that point of time. i can tell you, im not the only girl who would ask that question to their boyfirneds when they're in a middle of a fight. but i know every guy would tell us, that ques is fucking irritating especially when we're in a middle of a fight.

i guess initially its really my fault? if i shut my mouth this wont happen? im sorry for being super unfair to u; my past affecting my trust to u & stuff. im sorry if im expecting too much & pls stop saying im trying to mould u. cause u are my perfect u. i said my pain out cause i thought u would understand my pain, but in the end we just hurt each other deeper again.

& i shared with my friends. i guess im being too fearful that i tend to be ridiculous.

reuben: both of u love each other so deeply, so its really a stupid thing for both of you to fight cause it'll end up hurting each other.