a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Sunday, May 22, 2011, 10:16:00 PM
end of day 2 shift work! ^^ trust me i seriously dont understand what is going on. but i will still try my best to get as much info & do well for my final. if still fail, wtvr alrdy uhh. no point forcing myself to like smthg that i dont like right? sooo i know where im attached to alrdy. its at TUAS! yaayyyyy! -.- tkle jauh lagi pe. actually jurong is the only place chem eng can be. okayy anw, as yknow chem eng is subdivided into 3. fuels, water and pharmaceutical. i was really hoping that i will do lab work under pharmaceutical and alhamdulillah, i got it! :DD so if im comfortable in that job scope, i plan to continue working there after graduation while i continue my studies in accounting. so at least have some income u see. insyaallah, this will be my plans for future.
my dad send me to the busstop early in the morning & he talked about my bros. i hate to talk about it seriously. perangai budak kecik aku tkde mase nak layan ehh pls. but my dad said this to me:
"u are our last hope"
sighsigh. i know i am and thats the reason why im pressurizing myself. yes my parents dont but i do have high expectations. :((
since cptc starts, we have been quarelling alot really leads us to some fights. at times i feel like they suddenly dont understand me at all and just supported some strangers who they dont even talk to. but no matter how much im tempted to kill them, i still love them a whole lot! :D 
and for this kecik, i'll meet u on the 31 kayy! lets laugh like how we used to. miss you too bby.