a chronology of thoughts.
welcome
Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Thursday, May 19, 2011, 9:43:00 PM
i fear to be fooled again. which i believe, & trying not to put my hopes up high, that u wont repeat it. it is still hurting, when its supposed to be cured long time ago. i still allow u to go and rely on that little trust for u. however, somehow i have this feeling that i will soon ask u to make a choice. ppl kept saying that im strong; but i know myself well enough to say that im dying inside. i wish i could trust u as much as i used to. i wish i could just let u go freely feeling secured that u wont do anything dumb. but thats naive. i mean hello this is reality. we did created a perfect start, but it wouldnt be perfect throughout. distance; it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. the excitement on ur face made me feel as though u have just fallen in love w me again.
"i was thinking abt u right before u called me up"
"the moment u left, i miss u"
"Its feels good to be hugging you and to be hugged by you. It feels like forever sia. =) ♥"
"i love you baby"
no matter what happened, u never fail to tell me u love me, u never fail to keep showing me that you love me. thanks alot, for u are the first to reciprocate my love for you. ♥♥♥♥♥