a chronology of thoughts.
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Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody.
No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds.
Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.
Monday, June 13, 2011, 8:14:00 PM
at work i was damn restless, couldnt think straight, couldnt write properly, head spinning without knowing the reason why. prolly it may be due to 4 things:1) bf is sick. alhamdulillah he's feeling way better now.
2) i still havent start on my major project. im still waiting for my supervisor to come back from leave for him to discuss with me more about the project.
3) Tiffany, an intern from NP, is gonna leave soon as her intern ends next week. which means im gonna juggle all by myself. gosh idk how to be a secretary for three guys alone.
4) bro's marriage.
hope i could talk to him and insyaallah he will listen to his sister's advise.
ayah: when you're in a relationship, dont meet ur partner too often or talk to him otp everyday. let the feeling of missing and loving someone grow deeper. so that when both of u meet, u wont even thought of fighting cause even when you're feeling mad, the feeling of missing someone could overcome the anger u felt. also dont spend too much on ur dates, save it for ur marriage. and once u re finally his wife, both of u will feel the satisfaction, "finally, he/she is officially my husband/wife" that way you would appreciate your marriage and would sacrifice anything just to save it. and the only thing that could save it is the deep love that u felt when you're in a relationship. Marriage is hard especially when both of u are mad and thats when u'll get "bored". but once both of u realise its a commitment and with a child connecting both of u, u will avoid anything that would bring down the marriage.
i'd rather my dad gives me this kinda advise than scold me when i did wrong.
holding hands, hugs, kisses and simple dinner is what im hoping for when i grow old with my partner. cause this sweet path that im going through, i dont wann it to be a happy ending. cause i just dont want it to end.